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Name: Yi Mei
Birthday: 5/16/1983
Interests: piano,sleep, shop, chinese dramas, chat, sing to self, talk on phone, work out, badminton, search on ebay, buy groceries, take a walk, cruise at night, wash my car, cook, study, crafty stuff, try new food, read other people's journals, hang out with my girlz, stare at comp for hrs for no apparent reason... and lastly, just being me.
Expertise: tretris attack battle!!!!!!!! muahahhaha...
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Yahoo:  meimeil6@yahoo.com
Member Since:
1/7/2003
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| Nervous. 
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| Things are going ok. I am back in school and that gives me some sense of direction. It will take a few more years, maybe 4 at most? After I get my masters, I can start to pursue a real career. I try to balance the time to have fun with working and taking classes. Studying at home is also a bit distracting, but it is manageable.
I don't have much financial stress anymore. The land is finally paid off, felt like a big load lifted off my shoulders. All the money I make is mine to keep. Well, I still have 18K of student loans but I think I can pay it off very soon. Afterward, I would like to save up to buy a new car.
Lucky is 16 years old. Lately, he hasn't been looking too well. He sleeps in his house all the time. His hind legs would make involuntary twitches, lose balance, and falldown. Sometimes he would walk striaght into something and hurt himself. He cannot control his pee. He is getting skinnier. I tried to feed him more, but when he does eat more, he would vomit. He is clumsy, but he still looks happy. Because he always is happy. I am sure he is in pain, but he doesn't show it. I love him so much. I am scare and I feel helpless. I can never ever be prepared for what is to come... because I never want to think about it.
I see that most of my friends are either in a long term relationship or getting married. As I am slowly heading closer towards 30, it makes me feel sad. I am alone, just wondering aimlessly around. I dont feel ready to date. It is so overwhelming to start all over and trust someone. I don't think anyone can be compatible with me because I am a difficult person to understand. I tried to choose carefully but they all failed. I am hesistant about investing my time and energy in the wrong person. But I guess that was the past and whether they were good or bad, at least I grew and learned from those experiences. I will try to be smarter and better next time. I hope the next one will be my last one. | | |
| I am going to the dentist to have the amalgam fillings on my lower jaw removed and replace it with porcelain fillings. It will look so much more natural.  I wanted to do for a really long time, so I'm very excited! And no more scary mercury material in my mouth anymore.
Everytime when I get the election ballot, I would throw it in the trash. And everytime when a candidate calls for support, I would hang up on them. But I voted yesterday. My mom wanted me to go and vote for the Asian, John Tran. Other than his ethnicity, I know nothing about him. Might sound racist, but we intended to simply represent our people. While I was at the voting, I learned that El Monte wants to enforce residents to have a parking permit between the hours of 2-5am . They believe that by limiting overnight parking on city strees would reduce crime and generate revenue. My street is safe. And I don't like the idea that cops are patrolling our streets everynight to give out tickets. I hope it doesn't pass.
I am serious about doing the 100 situp today also!!! | | |
| I like going to Dave & Busters on a weekday when there is nobody there. No noisy crowd, no line for games, and no wait for dining service. Woohoo!
The midterm I had on Monday was super easy. I over studied... Actually I bearly studied, so next time, I will make sure that I party first. ^^
Hm... I guess I should do 100 sit ups before I go to sleep. That will be my daily routine until I burn off that jiggly fat.
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| Didn't have any Halloween plans... just stayed home. I had a bowl of candy ready and I even put a pumpkin outside by the door, but stilllll nobody rang our doorbell for candy. How sad. Now I am reminiscing my childhood cus Halloween isn't the same anymore.
I am trying to focus studying my midterm but I am easily distracted by everything. I need some kinda pressure to feel motivated. | | |
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